还记得去年夏天，差不多每天5个小时在上下班路上，每天像发了疯似的听同一首歌，GREEN DAY的Boulevard of Broken Dreams，虽然从来没有因为那些挫折而彻底放弃自己的梦想，但是这歌词真的很切合当时的心情。 I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me 'Til then I'll walk alone 刚开始听的时候或许会很难过，听久了反而让自己坚持...默默等待好过不负责任的放纵。事实是，所有的等待都是值得的。 算算认识已经快一年了，在一起的日子不长却已经有点离不开他了，虽然常常惹对方生气，好在总会雨过天晴。从离开机场的那一刻开始就觉得若有所失，还有六十几个小时，却还是觉得漫长无比，或许应该慢慢习惯他这样暂时的离开，但是却不能说服自己自如地度过没有他的日日夜夜，或许我从来都不是洒脱的人。 晚饭的时候爸爸和我说起电视新闻里那个某公司前台和某台湾人的故事，我知道他不放心，可是不放心又能怎样。我告诉他前阵子某台湾国宝级男子为了一个SH女人得忧郁症上吊的事情，爸爸也就没有再说什么。本来嘛，很多事情都是注定的，哪里来的谁对谁错。注定的事情，躲不过去，也强求不来。
Time is going so slowly. It still takes 2 and a half hours to arriving Shanghai. I have just been told that there are about 10 stops during this short journey. What a nightmare! Maybe that is because I haven't had such kind of trips in last several times.
18:00, Haining, a small town that I have never known before in my lifetime. The train is becoming more and more crowded and noisy. Everything is so boring. Here comes a group of ladies in forties, having their feet on the seats, talking about trifles loudly and laughing in the same voice. I am just wondering how wonderful their life is, which makes them want to tell the whole world. I tried to play some stupid games in my laptop. But soon I found it is even more stupid way to kill time in the train. The noises coming from the railway, wheels, windows and the ladies in front of me almost killed me. And I can not sleep not only for the noisy but also the dirty surrounding. I can't help to make up my mind to choose another way to go back home next time. Maybe I should take a better train from Hangzhou station. Anyway I can not wait for one more night to Saturday.
It is 18:30 now. It is still raining outside. This is a beautiful small city, Jiaxing. I saw the nice South Lake moment ago. I can not believe how I pass the following 2 hours or even longer. Flirting might be a good choice for a boring girl like me. And a cute baby girl is hold by her mother sitting beside me. Suddenly, I am stuck into some sort of pain in the depth of my heart. "Things change, people change." This sentence comes from a famous TV play named "Friends". Sometimes I hate my good memory. I ought to learn how to forget the past if I want to be happy. I thought I could achieve it but why that feeling still flashed in my mind. And it makes me not dare to think about the future any more.
19:00. Kevin has just called me. I know he is not in a good mood today. No one can be happy after 2 sleepless nights. No one can compare to him. If I have to describe him in one word, maybe the only one I can use is SPLENDID. It is like a magic that I meet him in my plain and ordinary life.
19:30, I am closer and closer to the guy whom I have been meeting for the whole week. I can not wait.
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